The End is in Sight
April 30th, 2007 at 8:42 pm (Progress Posts)
But right now, everything is in pieces
I finally purchased the thread to seam the Equestrian Blazer with, so the end is is sight there. However, there is definitely some major work left in order to get there.
I also have the end of my job in sight. However, there is also some major work to get through these next two months. I have a job this year that is simply not a good fit for me in many ways. I hate being in a situation of being physically and emotionally drained, counting down days instead of enjoying where I’m at. Ticking off days on a calendar is not the way that I want to go through life, but at this point it is the only way that I handle it.
So I am trying to be good about enjoying those little things…the little things that are the exact opposite of what I deal with at work:
integration, quiet, stability, comfort, and support
This week, I am finding these things not only in knitting, but also in the act of seaming and watching pieces connect….
in weaving in those loose ends
In the small projects
In enjoying small pleasures like a Sunday bike ride to meet friends for brunch downtown
In dining with a friend who normalized my negative job experience with her reports of her moods before she quit her last job.
In using the bike that P-funk customized for me (You can click on the picture for a link to more photos of the bike).
In a leisurely ride home along a beautiful trail that passes through a wildlife refuge
In a quiet evening spent taking the first steps on future projects
and scrolling online through the lovely lace patterns that you all suggested (Thanks)
and reading about all the projects that you all are working on. (I’m still enjoying the reading, even though I’ve been slow on the commenting lately)

