
I’m in love with the colors of this yarn, Schaeffer Anne in Kermie. I find combination of greens beautiful and comforting. While knitting this sock yesterday, the color sparked a thread of associations, combining many current thoughts with past memories, leading me to think about knitting and ancestors. I was taught to knit by my friend Denise (who makes amazing paper art). A recent post by her on her ancestors also added to my train of thought. While I was not taught to knit by family members, I do have some strong connection with ancestors through my knitting.
Green: The first place that my brain jumped to was my green wool coat, the cuffs of which were seen in the last post.

This coat was knitted by my Grannie (my great-grandmother) for my Grandma circa 1960. When my Grandma was cleaning out the upstairs rooms a few years ago, she had a pile of things that she was asking if anyone wanted. This coat and a red crocheted poncho were in that pile. I was away at college at the time, but my mom and middle sister knew that I would love this coat and soon afterwards it was in my possession.
My Grannie died when I was two and a half, and I don’t really remember her. I have one fuzzy memory of her sitting in a chair in my Grandparents den. At the funeral home, I was apparently to young to know what was going on when I asked loudly, “Why is Grannie sleeping in the corner?”, my oldest sister ran out of the room upset.I may not have clear memories of her, but I have a new connection with her and a strong admiration for her through my knitting. She is the only family member that knit. By wearing her amazing work, I feel connected. Without knowing it, she has kept me warm and protected.

Green: it was also the color of my Granddaddy’s, Grannie’s son’s, eyes. Although they were a more muted tone when I knew him, my mom remembers his eyes being a vivid, bright green. My Granddaddy passed away last April. I sometimes think of him at unexpected times, such as when knitting this sock and admiring its vibrant greens.

Although I often tear up when this happens, it is not as much out of sadness as just out of an appreciation for him and being honored to have had him for a granddad. I don’t cry that he is gone as much as I cry for who he was. He was a person who loved being a Granddaddy and we all loved him for it. Random memories will pop up, memories such as walking into his kitchen and meeting his standard response of grabbing his chest with an expression of mock horror and exclaiming, “Look at that ugly monkey!”
My oldest sister sometimes is worried that her daughter won’t remember Granddaddy, but I was recently thinking of how she will still have a connection to him because he has left his mark all around her. My niece was at my Granddaddy’s funeral, and she was little younger than I was at my Grannie’s funeral years ago. She didn’t quite understand either. She wanted to close the casket lid because she likes things to be closed. At the funeral, when we were crying and wiping our eyes with tissues, my niece reached over to her mom and took the tissue, dabbed at her own eyes, then dabbed at her mom’s eyes, causing us all to laugh a little in the middle of the service.
She may not have vivid memories of him, but she will have a connection. In fact she already does. My niece loves music and dancing and already has very particular tastes in music, and my Granddaddy was an amazing musician. He sang his whole life, up into his last years. When he first met his great-grandaughter, as soon as she was set in his lap, he started to sing the same lullaby that he sang to my mom years ago when she was a child. He sang at my wedding when he was eighty one. The great thing is that we have so many records of this*; records that my niece will be able to hear and enjoy, too.
Even if we don’t have strong memories of ancestors, we are able to rediscover and connect with them later. It is a beautiful thing about families.

Green: Sometimes things come full circle. Green is also the dominant color in the lap blanket that I was able to knit for my Grandma last Christmas. It is a comforting thought that I could try to do my own small part to keep her warm and comforted, following in my Grannie’s stitches and my Granddaddy’s love. I was also able to pass on the family knitting love by teaching one of my sisters to knit over the holiday.
A green tune:
*Click on this link to hear a recording of my Granddaddy singing part of The Rose of Tralee, recorded when he was in his late sixties.